I'm lucky enough to have a future to look forward to...although my mother who I'll be going back to live with. Only she has already started going off at me about how I have to stop playing wow because you can't have a life study/work if you play wow and what day will I clean the house and do the dishes and blah blah blah in other words she's already started bitching at me to do. All sounds pretty normal doesnt it well it IS and she's right doing nothing but playing wow is bad for you and if you live somewhere you should share the load BUT WTF?!!! I ALWAYS helped out at home and never spent anything but my 'could be watching TV' time on wow - that means it isnt stopping me from doing anything! (actually I have hardly played in a year but instead of caring about what im actually doing she looks at my brother who does nothing but play his computer (not wow mind u) and assumes I'm just like him)

So I sit here looking forward to escaping what I'm stuck with now and going somewhere where I'm looked down on for having been unable to find constant work in this economy, accused of spending all my time on world of warcraft or..wasting it working on my folio?!


Of course the life that I hate is the one I'm living now, not what I have to look forward to. Life now isn't any fun but I'm gonna work on it - I just want someone to take care of me when I'm sick and do things for me just because they love me not because they want something.